I Don't Know

I don’t know 

If you’ll be happy with her

But hope so

As she thinks I’m nothing compared to her

I don’t know 

If you’ll ever find peace enough

To keep yourself safe 

And contended with your stuffs

I don’t know 

Whether I’ll be able to forget you

But I will leave you forever

Just because I love you

I don’t know 

Whether I’ll be able to forgive myself

For just being a coward

As I know that

I am not stopping you

From taking a decision that hard

I don’t know 

Whether I’ll be able to get over you

And I swear I will let you to

Start afresh, anew

I just don’t know 

How many nights will I spend crying

But I promise I won’t let

Even a drop on you for prying

- Trisha Dey

(14/6/21)